Coaching

The topic i always wanna talk about. I used to complain nonstop as a player, this not done, that not done, why no planning, why no organisation, why this why that. However, i learnt my lesson in a short 1 month. It's really not easy to coach, there's 1 of you and 16 other people, maybe more. 20-25. It's so hard to control things that can move and think on their own. On powerpoint, at least you get yourself frustrated in 3 hours, but when you are done, the stupid shit don't move without you command until you ask them to. IRL, it's near impossible, they will move, they will talk, they will do everything, you don't ask them to do and don't do everything you ask them to do. It's tough, do you be harsh or do you be lenient, where to draw the line of being strict and of being domineering.

My mistakes this year.

1. Routine out too late. (Basic is basics, can never piece basics that easily)
2. Music out too late.
3. Too lenient
4. Too much expectations
5. Biasedness

End of the day, i did manage to achieve the goals I set, as pornstar would say, 'Not too shabby'. Will be respecting our coach more, and more over there's a language barrier so i really hope we can really work with him. We know he needs to improve in some ways but but but we need to put in the effort instead of being the 'radio'. I Really really hope to coach again but then it's always a piece of shit. O well. stupid piece of smelling shit comes from nice smelling food.

Karma comes in full circle. Really really need to accumulate some good karma. Maybe still not in a relationship is my good karma already.

P.s. My hall captain say must really thank *Star* and zm for spotting during the competition.

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I miss everyone i trained with.

And thank you for coming down for HO. Words don't describe how i feel but deep down inside there's always a warm feeling seeing familiar faces coming back to visit. If you all reading this, I really miss all of you and please come back often. Maybe we should really have a ACES AGM, make a day where all generations of ACES are welcomed to dine and make merry. A simple meal with old friends is always heartwarming and that's what i need now. I need some love. It's so lonely now.

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Who do you blame ?

When things don't go your way, who do you blame?

Yourself ? Cos you never did your best to ensure everything went your way?
Others ? Cos it's they who screw up and you are the victim here. HELLO
God ? Cos secretly The One up there wants you to suffer and enjoy looking at you pray?

Who do you blame ?

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Do you really wish you can turn back time ?

Or take back the hurtful words you said?
Or take back the actions you didn't mean to do ?
Or take back the decisions you didn't want to make ?
Or take back the love you didn't get ?
Or take back the trust you broken?
Or take back the expectations you failed to meet ?

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What do you really want ?

The trophy ?
The title ?
The championship?
The name ?
The team?
The love?
The friendship?
The school?
The memories?
The 'bragging rights' ?
The thrill ?
The passion ?
The rush?
Or the kill ?

What are you in for?

Choices, choices, choices.
Sacrifices must be made, no compromise this time, no more winner takes all.

One Choice, one Answer.

WHAT DO YOU WANT ?

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The fire

The fire. The warm. The spark. The energy.
How do you start a fire? How do you sustain a fire? How do you control the fire?
How do you know where is too near? How do you make sure you don't get burnt?
How do get out a fire? How do you put out a fire?

Fire.

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Shahhhhh

ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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The absolute possibility of impossibility is a impossibility.

Or is it ?

The absolute impossibility of possibility is a possibility.