Dreading 23 jan...

The day where karma blast u at one shot and your previous guilt which was once hidden safely unfolds.

On a lighter note, its been fun training with hall cheer, even though i feel no pressure when the team is stressed. I enjoyed observing the tears and sweat in a team in overcoming the hardship in creating a routine. It reminds me of what i was a few years back. Its really hard to recreate the same sense of love and feel for your team because we have been doing this for so long. Injuries and pain are deal rationally instead of emotionally. The same sense of satisfaction you once felt when a routine is done is totally different now.

I would think this is something like when u are a baby are learning to walk, you feel proud when you can finally walk normally without falling. You feel proud because u have overcome your fear in walking. However, as time passed, it becomes a norm to walk. Seeing other ppl being able to walk does not wow you. Even the process of falling does not worry you because these are things that you have done and see before.

Hence even though we are doing new stunts, and getting injured at the same time, ppl are not too concerned abt the injuries cos they have seen ppl injured before. Because experiences tell us that ppl recover.

On a even lighter note, I was quite glad that i did not waste money in getting a coach cert, cos till now i still enjoy being a player den a coach. I like to forge friendship which can only be done when you are a player. Also the hassle of thinking of stunts and editing music can just make you puke big time.