"This is fucked up la. This is just fucked up."

Those 2 lines, i think our giap repeated at least 10 times, and i also think so, this is fucked up. So many times, we keep stressing punctuality. Still people can turn up late, i admit i was conditionally late la, cos i toally don't know how to estimate time from west to east, but i admit i was on the dot, just nice meeting the latest possible time to reach. Overall i feel, today's pple who are late are the ..... pple who u'll not expect to be late. Top 3 plan so much, who to take what kinda transportation with who, and in the end? Suddenly got 3 cars? Are they setting a good example, heck la, i shall quote,

"this kinda shit always happen in the team, this not the first time and definitely not the last time."

Think the quote will still stand if nothing is done abt punctuallity. The time crunch really affected the performance today, but reckon it's not entirely the time crunch that totally ruined the routine. The attitude? The focus? The spirit, or rather the lack of them? Some how we degenerated into money grabbing ghouls, got performance just take, good show bad show, do liao got money, take money and fuck off.

No professionalism, no passion, no commitment. Routines are getting harder and harder and yet people can lose focus. I admit some times i will blank out, but i dare say during actual performance i focus at the point that i blanked so that i will not affect the routine. The previous 2 routines were failures, complete total failures.

Windows said we'll be out of the shit, but i feel the shit just got smellier la. Last time routine simple everything up, now change a little bit and we cannot cope, might as well don't take up assignments. Over paid, underperform, go there and fail stunts throw our own face, end of the day, kanna buttered kao kao, take the money also feel like shit, in the end waste time. I personally just go training and be poor but happy. End of with a quote,'' This is just fucked up."