After heavy downpour, rainbow appears. It's true.
Yet another boring day for me at work.

Not anymore for the next few days as I start to do preparation for the upcoming Roadshow. *A piece of good news* I rather be a workaholic than a slacker.

Haven been blogging much recently. Not even for my personal blog. Feelings, thoughts, emotions. Well hidden in the darkest chest where only one person holds the key.

A manifold of thoughts has been swirling and spinning in my head.
I wish that I can have someone to talk to. It's so vexing. Dont seem to be able to shun them. Am I thinking too much? excessively critical and cynical?

Well. Many things in life aint within our control.

A lighter mode for a change. A sudden eagerness to thank all those who have helped me one way or another in my cheerleading "career". May it be their encouragement, physical or mental support. I am contented and glad to have them in my life. U guys have enriched and added colours to my black & white mundane living. Thanks for the assistance and guidance. The chances given are appreciated cos they dont come all the time. Especially to my partner(s) who continues to have faith in me despite the numerous times of nt able to perfect the stunts or the countless times of injuring him.

Never expected myself to be so terribly affected by all the recent incidents. Adapting to these changes has been superincumbent and demanding for me. Disoriented for quite some time. Determined to let go of the past. Gonna move forward. Giving up my past for a better future.