Again

once again for once a week, kp session. new revelation, new shit and new drama.

i lied. nothing much this week, just some thoughts about certain matters.

first of, people leave then they are unhappy. like recently the crisis of the team, main reason is that they are unhappy, since the team cannot offer them enough, they leave. some of them wanted stuff like being treated equally, some wanted better treatment. but seriously enough said, i just feel that they already had the heart to leave already, and are happy else where the things can start afresh for them to pursue their new cheerleading lives, should we as fellow cheerleaders be happy for them, as we are just pursuing our passion, spreading the love around and also helping others.
there's no such thing as the expense of the team as we already learn that in another lesson, cos someday the student will overtake the teacher, that's provided the both the student and teacher are competent. remember when last time, we tried so hard to teach but simply it doesn't go in, so were we lousy teachers or they just needed more time, i still don't know the answer. i agree we were pretty impatient though. that side i don't know at all. who knew? LOL

how to keep people happy?
making training fun, some how now i'm facing a crisis myself, hard to focus on the fun factor when training is suppose to be disciplined. it was fun when we are doing silly stuff together, fooling around, i remember in rsu when we started the practise of saying crap stuff just before doing stunts. takes the mind of the monotony of the stunt and also helps concentration somehow, cos u really need to cast the joke aside for the split second to do the stunt and then come back to later. multiple parrellal thinking.
next i learnt is to keep personal affairs personal. might be a sweeping statement to say, fuck it, no matter how fucked up the person is outside, that's their problem as long as it doesn't interfer with training just shut up. don't bring things into and out of the mats. same theory as don't shit where u eat. the meltdown started when emotions are thrown onto the mats, then things get complicated. (i went back to check the archives and here's the progression) First was love, then pda, then protectiveness, then togetherness(in the bad way), defensiveness, jealousy, anger, hatred. actually it doesn't goes chronologically as above cos towards the end, it gets mixed up, but it always end with hatred and misunderstanding. as some of u already knew, i hate hypocrites and liars, so if i do dislike you, u fall into that category. i don't care u hate me or wat, that's two things i don't do, but that's the 2 things you would do to get people to like u. i rather be know as the bastard who badmouth and backstab others than a hypocrite liar. :P :)

coaches are unappreciated 90% of the time.
go think about the things he have done for you, and the number of times u appreciated his effort. all the tough trainings is for ur own good. ok la enough said. if u still think not alot then i got nothing to say.

yeah the end. nothing much ah.

edited: scarlet tot this is a fightpicking post. the previous pretty much is. lol, but this isn't cos it's more of a summary of 'understanding' for me. realised some how the way i did things was wrong. but certains things i wouldn't change like how leopard cannot change their spots. for me i'm trying not be so judgemental.