regrets
i dun like to live with regrets
and was glad that i didnt have any in the past
no matter what had happened
i could always recall with a smile
i hope i dun have regrets in cheer too
looking at the videos
depressed that i din have a proper nice toss
why didnt anyone correct me?
i wanted to improve too..
but its too late when i look at the videos
before i go..
got nothing to bring away from cheer
after two years
really depressed to see the ugly tosses..
on sleepless nights
i think of how to improve on them
visualize them again and again
couldnt slp..
jus when i have decided to put cheer aside
wanted to do it completely
why did i still think of this?
sorry for another emo post
another sleepless night
yet another thing had to bother me
which supposedly didnt involve me at all..
no regrets please..