First paper is over

It feels Knn to know that the 5 days u studied for did not count since the examiner set something u probably never see in my life. However knowing that even if u studied for 10 more days, your grade might not differ relieve the guilt. Hope there will lots of king coils around this time ( and i do not mean rara) . Remember that days in primary school, where there were limited things to study such that every thing u studied for would come out. It feels good to do everything and check again and again and again knowing that the only mistakes that will come will be careless mistake. However yesterday i experienced devestating 2 hour paper of ie, where one question takes ard 40 plus minutes. Expectations of students have rised tremendously over the years and we are the lambs ready to be slaughtered. Society has become a jungle where only the fittest survive and we have become the prisoners in our own war. If there was no cheer, we would just be relieving this mundane process of slacking, shopping , study , shit and sleep. Thats why i probably am still in this activity.

Anyway this is my xiong sem, but yet i seem to be enjoying the process of studying. Waking up and knowing what u want to achieve that day and be able to achieve it motivates me. After every night of work, 3-4 games of winning eleven with a friend keeps u refreshed again. Talking with friends from another team and knowing cheer from another angle helps me to focus . Although i would still prefer the last 2 sems of studying with a fixed fren, this is another refreshing start. Looking forward to a good performance soon dudes.

P.S 1: Goodluck to RSU in Seacon!

P.S 2: Rara remember to utilized the resources of thailand and bring back cool videos.

P.S 3: Out in all jap stores now